i dont make you invisable. i try to hang out with you too. and i have only smoked once recently. i quit for a while and i quit again. i dont want anything else to be more important that you. i started paying attention to lawrence more because he was easier to reach. you have been with everyone and i dont ever get calls from you anymore. and i figured that you were always busy. for a while...you spent more time with paul...and thats ok. and i know you have other friends...so do i. but i can never have a friend thats been better than you. your not invisable. and i agree...i gave up too. i miss you. and its weird not seeing you...ever. i want to see you all the time. i wanted to hang out with you last week but you werent there. and if you are refering to kat and erika as my two best friends...well...see...kat is one of my best friends and im just sort of getting to know erika. ive been hanging out with kat a lot because josh broke up with her and she needs me really bad. but i need you too. you are best fucking friend in the whole fucking world...and i hate that im not working hard to keep it. i want to try again...lets hang sometime chick! (*btw...i hate emo..lol. i think i said i felt like i was being emo. lol...emos gay!!*) and i think your completly right about lawrence. i spend way to much time with him...but its not because hes more important than you...i think its because im just surprised that i actually have a boyfriend that cares about me. but i will cut down my time with him. :) i love you so much...with all my heart and lemme know when you can hang out. MUAH MUAH MUAH! xoxoxoxoxxoxox annemarie!
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