touch me riiiight..... here.

[urbanspell]

i'll admit it. honestly i try to play it off like i'm ok in front of people, but truth be told i am as poor as dirt. yes it's true. not much luck with jobs yet. now i'm worried that maybe that job thats meant to be mine will knock on my door and i won't hear it.. cuz i have no phone. hah.

it feels crummy. but a part of me wants to laugh and just

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[megan_in_red]

I was walking around Hunter last night trying to call you.. :(

We need to hang out this week or weekend. Pick a day, my love. I'm good for anything except Mondays.

[sycotic22]

I wish I could just zap away our problems. I'm the same way though, yeah I'm ok, all the while I feel like I'm drowning. :( Sad but true. I think my bad luck is rubbing off on you or something. My bad. Sleep, mmmm, not a bad idea.

[urbanspell]

i'm just gonna say it's what my teacher keeps drilling into us.
i'm just working out some bad karma.
or maybe it's good karma?

this shit is so confusing.

[sycotic22]

huh? I think I need that elaborated. Yeah...

[urbanspell]

i don't know if i understand it correctly, but you can have good deeds that lead to good karma or you can have good deeds that lead to bad karma.

they gave an example of killing a cat and how the person who kills cat might be getting bad karma for killing the cat. or it can also turn out that it was the cat who had some bad karma and the person was just a sort of tool for cat to work out that karma. so in return the person who kills the cat may not necesarily get bad karma, they may get good karma instead, cuz they helped the cat get rid of their bad karma.

this is no fact, it just some of theory that the teacher threw at the class... im sure i'm twisting it in my head too, but that's me.