Mar 13, 2006 21:48
i'll admit it. honestly i try to play it off like i'm ok in front of people, but truth be told i am as poor as dirt. yes it's true. not much luck with jobs yet. now i'm worried that maybe that job thats meant to be mine will knock on my door and i won't hear it.. cuz i have no phone. hah.
it feels crummy. but a part of me wants to laugh and just sleep it all off. i'm tired of worrying right now. so what if my credit goes to shit. i'll just be one more of many.. hey i did try :)
goodnight! ^^