i love me some good food
and i joined the real world today.. yes. felt kinda nice, minus the nasty, hot, smelly subway ride. i went out with laurie, her mom, milena and angeliki to a greek restaurant. i love greek food, its all so good. *dies* i ate so much it was embarrassing. wow thats weird.. i actually hang out with adults. well i am an adult, but i don't feel like one.. feels weird. i never stopped to realize it until now, im usually the youngest one in the group of people that i hang with... significantly younger. i never actually stopped to think about it before. hmm.. whatever.
i feel tired, but i don't want to go to bed. i want to be more active. i'm bored.
i think its time i got off my ass and really started looking for a job, or something. i'm thinking about signing up for something nice.. like a volunteering thing. i also need money too, so i don't know. i would like to do something unselfish though. we'll see. i have to remember.. to live life one day at a time. and to let things go.. i'm still holding on to things that i should have let go of a long time ago. i thought i did, but i guess i was wrong. courage i guess. bah! good morning! :)