a river inside me
umm.. writing here feels weird now. i don't quite feel ready to do so again, but trying to force myself to.
i've been home 98% of the time, being unproductive. been on one of those depressing stages that i haven't in since like high school, well no.. my last one was freshman year of college. i really can't write.. so i think i'll stop. today... i'll attempt to reply to all the emails and voicemails, try to come out of my shell. bye now.