when you notice the stripes
i don't know what i want.
how do i figure out what i want?
there's got to be an easier way than racking my brain every night, and winding up with a total of 15 hours sleep a week.
i think i know what i want, but i don't know how to go about getting it without giving up certain things, and hurting people in the process. i don't want to hurt anybody.
i thought that giving myself time to think about what i wanted would be easy for me, and a lot of people have supported me, but others are a hinderance. they say one thing and do another. this is totally beyond me.
giving myself time is totally pointless.
i still can't do what i want.
i want to go on vacation, and bring one person who makes me truely happy, and i know who that one person is. i think that one person knows who they are, too.
anyone want to trade lives with me for a bit?
i miss my brother.
how do i figure out what i want?
there's got to be an easier way than racking my brain every night, and winding up with a total of 15 hours sleep a week.
i think i know what i want, but i don't know how to go about getting it without giving up certain things, and hurting people in the process. i don't want to hurt anybody.
i thought that giving myself time to think about what i wanted would be easy for me, and a lot of people have supported me, but others are a hinderance. they say one thing and do another. this is totally beyond me.
giving myself time is totally pointless.
i still can't do what i want.
i want to go on vacation, and bring one person who makes me truely happy, and i know who that one person is. i think that one person knows who they are, too.
anyone want to trade lives with me for a bit?
i miss my brother.