i want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk

[urbanmess]

so i was talking to carlee today. she told me that she's moving to jersey with bob in a week. it's so weird. she has everything planned out. i don't even know what the fuck i want to do with my life. i'm just afraid i'm going to make all the wrong decisions.

it's such a scary thought.

i'm going to school for a profession that is so unlikely to happen that it's stupid. i don't have the desire to do anything else, but if i want money i'm going to have to find another profession. that makes me depressed.

i just need time to figure everything out for myself. it's hard.

i'm going on a sabbatical.

i need to be by myself for a bit.

i'm so fucking emo.