banana bread
i woke up late again for bio. i hope this doesn't become a trend. i'm rarely ever late for a class that isn't taught by sr. kathleen.
i might also lose my work study job. i failed to show up yesterday, and i needed to give a test. what is wrong with me? i don't have the desire to do anything, and i'm forgetting everything. i am NEVER like this. ever. especially with school.
i think i'm having identity issues. i'm not myself anymore. i want to be, but i'm not. i can't be, cos it's suddenly become an inconvienence to everyone. my little quirks that make me the person that i am are all haywire. that seems to be okay for everyone. i eventually got tired of building a wall so now i'm giving in to being molded by everyone around me. to shape me how they want me to be. then there's conflict. everyone wants me to be someone different, but i can't please everyone. i want to be me. i love being me, and lately i'm not and it's driving me to the point of insanity. i want to do what i always do without worrying about consenquences. as long as i'm not hurting anyone i don't see a problem.
if being me isn't good enough for you then fuck off.
yeah.
i have banana bread, and i can't even eat it.
i might also lose my work study job. i failed to show up yesterday, and i needed to give a test. what is wrong with me? i don't have the desire to do anything, and i'm forgetting everything. i am NEVER like this. ever. especially with school.
i think i'm having identity issues. i'm not myself anymore. i want to be, but i'm not. i can't be, cos it's suddenly become an inconvienence to everyone. my little quirks that make me the person that i am are all haywire. that seems to be okay for everyone. i eventually got tired of building a wall so now i'm giving in to being molded by everyone around me. to shape me how they want me to be. then there's conflict. everyone wants me to be someone different, but i can't please everyone. i want to be me. i love being me, and lately i'm not and it's driving me to the point of insanity. i want to do what i always do without worrying about consenquences. as long as i'm not hurting anyone i don't see a problem.
if being me isn't good enough for you then fuck off.
yeah.
i have banana bread, and i can't even eat it.