Another rant. I rant a lot, okay?!
Okay, Rant #2.
I recently messaged my grandmother on Facebook after she posted a message on my wall asking me how I was, how my classes were going, etc.
So, I messaged her and told her things were going okay, I have awesome teachers, how I'm going to resume driving lessons in the Summer, and all that jazz.
She messaged me back and asked if I'd like to go to a family reunion, then sent me another message and told me that she's taking cake-baking classes, and she got a lap-band and lost a lot of weight.
Then she messaged me a third time and asked, "Are you happy you are going to be a big sister......???"
. . . I really didn't want to ever mention this or talk about it, but my father and The Bitch are having a baby. No, I'm not excited about it, actually. It's one more kid for that bastard to emotionally abuse, neglect, and totally fuck up.
The point being, I don't know if my grandmother is aware that I no longer talk with my father, but I find it hard to believe that she doesn't know. I mean, seriously. I moved out of his house, I told her I was emotionally abused by him, I never visit him -- she has to know all this, right? I mean, unless he is keeping up the façade of still having a good relationship with me or something.
Now I don't know what to say to her. I'll probably just ignore the whole "big sister" part, and pretend like she never said it. I think that's the most polite and least hurtful way to go about it.
Maybe I need to post something on my profile that explains how much I detest my father, so that people will stop asking about my relationship with him. Just.. fuck. Stop bringing him up, please. I try to avoid that subject, because thinking about him only makes me feel all pissy and hateful. And I don't like feeling like that.
My relationship with him is, as of right now and hopefully as of forever, nonexistent. That's the way I like it, kthxbai.
I recently messaged my grandmother on Facebook after she posted a message on my wall asking me how I was, how my classes were going, etc.
So, I messaged her and told her things were going okay, I have awesome teachers, how I'm going to resume driving lessons in the Summer, and all that jazz.
She messaged me back and asked if I'd like to go to a family reunion, then sent me another message and told me that she's taking cake-baking classes, and she got a lap-band and lost a lot of weight.
Then she messaged me a third time and asked, "Are you happy you are going to be a big sister......???"
. . . I really didn't want to ever mention this or talk about it, but my father and The Bitch are having a baby. No, I'm not excited about it, actually. It's one more kid for that bastard to emotionally abuse, neglect, and totally fuck up.
The point being, I don't know if my grandmother is aware that I no longer talk with my father, but I find it hard to believe that she doesn't know. I mean, seriously. I moved out of his house, I told her I was emotionally abused by him, I never visit him -- she has to know all this, right? I mean, unless he is keeping up the façade of still having a good relationship with me or something.
Now I don't know what to say to her. I'll probably just ignore the whole "big sister" part, and pretend like she never said it. I think that's the most polite and least hurtful way to go about it.
Maybe I need to post something on my profile that explains how much I detest my father, so that people will stop asking about my relationship with him. Just.. fuck. Stop bringing him up, please. I try to avoid that subject, because thinking about him only makes me feel all pissy and hateful. And I don't like feeling like that.
My relationship with him is, as of right now and hopefully as of forever, nonexistent. That's the way I like it, kthxbai.