you're drunk and now you wish that you were sober

[ur_worth_it]

it's been a weird kinda day
I have so many thoughts floating around in my mind, but the words are jumbling up
I really feel like being destructive right now
where does that feeling even come from??

Gosh I'm not tired at all.
that 3-hour nap I took today was realll good

yeah I was totally falling asleep during naptime at work today.
it was bad, I was all nauseous and temperature-y.

au contrair

I saw the Fantastic Four with Diana today, which was definitely fantastic.

apparently I was just kidding earlier.
I feel exhausted.
Exhausted with life.
I want to stay busy so that I'm not laying around doing nothing but thinking about Mel being out and playing with his special friends.
But being this busy overwhelms me sometimes.
And no one ever wants to see Emily overwhelmed.
It's not a pretty picture

sigh
why do I feel like I'm falling apart right now?

I. Am. Happy. That. Mel. Is. Making. A. Commitment. To. School.

I. Am. Happy. That. I. Get. To. See. The. Twins. Tomorrow. After. Not. Seeing. Them. In. Awhile.

I. Am. Happy. That. I. Have. A. Job. That. Pays. Well. And. Can. Also. Deal. With. My. Craziness.

I. Am. Happy. That. I. Am. So. Close. With. My. Sister.

see how happy I am?

...exuberant