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I don't really understand how my sexual orientation affects others.. I really don't. It may not tbe the "normal" awy to live.. but it's not like You can help who you fall for. Girls say that ALL THE TIME about guys. "I cant help that i love him" well it happened with a girl it's not like I woke up one day saying HEY IM BISEXUAL. I met a girl who is this amazing person i've ever met. We had something and it's NO different. Hell, brittany said I was brave.. b/c people like me have to go through a lot of crap. I mean It's not like if I told somebody i was bi and then i'd go hit on them. Why would I want to hit on somebody that doesn't feel t he same way.. i wouldn't be attracted to them. So therefor it doesn't affect them. SO why would you care? It's not like I'd take my girlfriend and start making out in front of them eithier, damn. Lori , My aunts ex and i were talking about that. how my mom probably is going to blame my aunt for my choices, just b/c i want to ive down there. Thats bullshit to begin with. So whatever. I have my english and e-commerce exams today. THen i have to go pick up stuff form MR. Jim at church and go pick up bubble gum for this kid. I'm really tired. I'm worried about brandie I miss her :-[. I think her and I are kind of.. i dont know things we weird last night. I need to talk to her.. i just want to wait until I see her to tell her the things I want too. Oh well, I'm going to go.