on my mind anyways.
it deleted my entry. too too long typing. so anyways, here it is again.
"Patrick said that the problem was that since everything has happened already, it makes it hard to break new ground. Nobody can be as big as the beatles because the beatles alreadys gave it a "context". the reason they were so big is that they had no one to compare themselves with, so the sky was the limit.
Sam added that nowadays a band or someone would compare themselves to the beatles after the second album, and their own personal voice would be less from the moment on"."- charlie from stephen chbosky's The Perks Of Being A Wallflower.
good book. you should read it.
the reason i had that quote in my head was because today i heard a song on the radio that reminded me of phil ochs (i feel so cool saying that!) with a bigger bassline and some other added instruments. and the people on the radio takled about how unique the sound was, but to me it was just someone dressing up phil ochs type music.
every once in a while people will tell me that my hair looks nice for no reason. i think it's because they think i've dyed or cut my hair when i havnt done anything to it.
it's kind of funny in its own way.
and that's about it.
tomorrow i have no school and so i am running errands.
going to get a new driver's license: i am finally coming to terms with the fact that my wallet is gone.
my wallet is gone.
all of the things inside my wallet? gone.
im not so much upset about drivers licenses and school IDs and library cards or money or gift cards, but the other, nonreplaceable stuff.
the photos i had in there(of freinds, of friends little brothers, of relatives).
my bonaparte industries business card (oui, we do windows!).
my stage tech lounge membership card (it was the only one in exsistence).
the note from the airplane with michael(that i will miss the most, it is what i am most upset about losing).
the strangely cut 10 dollar bill.
all of the addresses and phone numbers that i have to re-collect.
all 5 yellow ribbon cards.
the joker card i had that said 'friend' on the top.
and the wallet itself, brand new and a gift from lauren.
it's a shame, it really is.especially the note from the airplane.
because i can never recreate that. ever. and i will never see him again.
it's saddening.
and i am happy to say that my strange dreams have gone back to their normal strangeness.
and that's all.
"Patrick said that the problem was that since everything has happened already, it makes it hard to break new ground. Nobody can be as big as the beatles because the beatles alreadys gave it a "context". the reason they were so big is that they had no one to compare themselves with, so the sky was the limit.
Sam added that nowadays a band or someone would compare themselves to the beatles after the second album, and their own personal voice would be less from the moment on"."- charlie from stephen chbosky's The Perks Of Being A Wallflower.
good book. you should read it.
the reason i had that quote in my head was because today i heard a song on the radio that reminded me of phil ochs (i feel so cool saying that!) with a bigger bassline and some other added instruments. and the people on the radio takled about how unique the sound was, but to me it was just someone dressing up phil ochs type music.
every once in a while people will tell me that my hair looks nice for no reason. i think it's because they think i've dyed or cut my hair when i havnt done anything to it.
it's kind of funny in its own way.
and that's about it.
tomorrow i have no school and so i am running errands.
going to get a new driver's license: i am finally coming to terms with the fact that my wallet is gone.
my wallet is gone.
all of the things inside my wallet? gone.
im not so much upset about drivers licenses and school IDs and library cards or money or gift cards, but the other, nonreplaceable stuff.
the photos i had in there(of freinds, of friends little brothers, of relatives).
my bonaparte industries business card (oui, we do windows!).
my stage tech lounge membership card (it was the only one in exsistence).
the note from the airplane with michael(that i will miss the most, it is what i am most upset about losing).
the strangely cut 10 dollar bill.
all of the addresses and phone numbers that i have to re-collect.
all 5 yellow ribbon cards.
the joker card i had that said 'friend' on the top.
and the wallet itself, brand new and a gift from lauren.
it's a shame, it really is.especially the note from the airplane.
because i can never recreate that. ever. and i will never see him again.
it's saddening.
and i am happy to say that my strange dreams have gone back to their normal strangeness.
and that's all.