"retrospect doesn't make it any easier"
- friend of mine named mary.
"do i look like i've been taught to turn you into something you are not?"-other friend, i think her name is lucy.
"A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love."-Stendhal
--theyve been in my head. don't know why.
it's been over a week since i've posted.
i was sick for a while, laryngitis.
and then i had a lot of homework which i didnt do, i was out of school for 2 days.
i need to work on it.
and i went to snowball.
lots of fun. as always. and this year, i didnt spend most of the time eating. yay me.
good group, a girl from my french class was in it.
and in my cabin was a girl named raven from the musical (yes, one of her paretns was an english major).
we're going to be in a band together!
finally! ive been waiting to be in a band since forever. hopefully this will work out.
on another note, those bunks induce strange dreams.
several, including one in which i dreamed about my algebra teacher (who is creepy in real life and a million times as strange and creepy in dreams) and had a soliloquy, and then another which may have been the same dream where it got really lucid. and i thought, this is a dream. and then i pinched my nose and i felt it. so i got really scared because i thought it wasnt a dream. and i flipped out. ive never had a panic attack in a dream before, i cried and screamed and ran around and was really upset. and my stupid delusional mind still isnt 100% positive that it really was a dream and not a memory.
ive been having them more and more frequently (panic attacks, that is). but i am a good actress so at any given moment i might be scared out of my mind and feeling like the sky really is falling this time, but you won't be able to tell. i'll be fine as far as everyone knows. grr.
but hey, who am i to complain?
so many have it much worse.
and i figured out what is wrong with my writing.
so i can fix it, yay.
in other news, we have a stove now.
i can bake, and bake, and bake.
so ive got the last quote for you... also in my head,
"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on." -Robert Frost
"do i look like i've been taught to turn you into something you are not?"-other friend, i think her name is lucy.
"A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love."-Stendhal
--theyve been in my head. don't know why.
it's been over a week since i've posted.
i was sick for a while, laryngitis.
and then i had a lot of homework which i didnt do, i was out of school for 2 days.
i need to work on it.
and i went to snowball.
lots of fun. as always. and this year, i didnt spend most of the time eating. yay me.
good group, a girl from my french class was in it.
and in my cabin was a girl named raven from the musical (yes, one of her paretns was an english major).
we're going to be in a band together!
finally! ive been waiting to be in a band since forever. hopefully this will work out.
on another note, those bunks induce strange dreams.
several, including one in which i dreamed about my algebra teacher (who is creepy in real life and a million times as strange and creepy in dreams) and had a soliloquy, and then another which may have been the same dream where it got really lucid. and i thought, this is a dream. and then i pinched my nose and i felt it. so i got really scared because i thought it wasnt a dream. and i flipped out. ive never had a panic attack in a dream before, i cried and screamed and ran around and was really upset. and my stupid delusional mind still isnt 100% positive that it really was a dream and not a memory.
ive been having them more and more frequently (panic attacks, that is). but i am a good actress so at any given moment i might be scared out of my mind and feeling like the sky really is falling this time, but you won't be able to tell. i'll be fine as far as everyone knows. grr.
but hey, who am i to complain?
so many have it much worse.
and i figured out what is wrong with my writing.
so i can fix it, yay.
in other news, we have a stove now.
i can bake, and bake, and bake.
so ive got the last quote for you... also in my head,
"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on." -Robert Frost