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he has been nice to me, and ive been a bitch. i keep him at arms lenght so i dont grow attached to something that doesnt really exsist. i feel bad for bad mouthing him when he starts being nice to me, i hope this continues and i will work on my bitchiness towards him. i hate him but i love him and i hate that i love him. i dont mean love like love love, its purely platonic(sp). ugh that boy keeps surprising me.
this other kid, he's cool. i dont like him, so he can be my best friend.
this other kid, he's cool. i dont like him, so he can be my best friend.