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Well i haven't written in a long time because i have had nothing to write, the last few months have been some of the happiest times of my life but now that i'm writing again it is only going downhill.
Dear Kellie, (this is mostly for myself tho because i need to see myself write this)
I guess i am to much of a wuss to express my feelings in person or on the phone to you so i'm gonna write them down and hope somehow you find them. I don't know what to start with, i don't think you really know how much i like you, and i don't care if were over... i still will like you just as much. I really thought that our relationship was so great, ya maybe we didn't know each other well enough at the start to start going out but i really believe it was a good thing because we got to know each other better and better everyday. I was getting happier and happier by the second. I feel like i know you really well now, and i want you to know that because you are a great person and you should know it. I'm not gonna be one of those guys that gets all pissed off and call you names or anything because im not mad at all, i just hope that you find what makes you happy. You were what made me happy, what made me smile when i woke up and looked at my phone to call you. And if your serious about me and you getting to know each other better and trying this again i really think that would be great. But if you want things to be over then they will be. Just atleast do something for me and make yourself happy, its all i want. Thank you for all the great times and maybe we will be something again, i hope so....
Dear Kellie, (this is mostly for myself tho because i need to see myself write this)
I guess i am to much of a wuss to express my feelings in person or on the phone to you so i'm gonna write them down and hope somehow you find them. I don't know what to start with, i don't think you really know how much i like you, and i don't care if were over... i still will like you just as much. I really thought that our relationship was so great, ya maybe we didn't know each other well enough at the start to start going out but i really believe it was a good thing because we got to know each other better and better everyday. I was getting happier and happier by the second. I feel like i know you really well now, and i want you to know that because you are a great person and you should know it. I'm not gonna be one of those guys that gets all pissed off and call you names or anything because im not mad at all, i just hope that you find what makes you happy. You were what made me happy, what made me smile when i woke up and looked at my phone to call you. And if your serious about me and you getting to know each other better and trying this again i really think that would be great. But if you want things to be over then they will be. Just atleast do something for me and make yourself happy, its all i want. Thank you for all the great times and maybe we will be something again, i hope so....