And i told myself i wasnt going to get depressed this month...

[upperdeck25]

And i remember when i was wanted
I remember what you said
I remember when you wanted me back
O, how i wish i didn't remember

You didn't realize it until i left
You needed me around
But it worked both ways
Cuz i missed all of you too

So i did what you asked of me
I came back for you, all of you
And now it doesnt feel so right
These tears dont are telling me something

I can see it now that everything i heard was fake
You said it to be nice, maybe im such a sucker I believed it
But where is that now?
Even something fake could make me feel better

I can't think anymore because everything is so messed up
And i feel like i'm the selfish one for writing this about myself
I feel like i'm the one who needs attention
But all along it was you, all of you

You want everything to come to you
I left and you couldnt stand it
But why do you need me back if you can't fake a smile at me
Why did i come back for you?

I can't figure out where i belong
Do i belong here, or there, or 6 feer under?
Maybe it would be easier
To not belong

Theres nowhere, no one, nothing for me
I dont know how you can get this lonely
Maybe if i could see your smile once more
Maybe if i could only find it

My bags are packed
I'M READY TO GO HOME!
My bags are packed
I'M READY TO GO HOME!

But where is it?