The sadness of science
I feel as though I am finally close to getting my life back together. Some days it just feels more overwhelming then others. Just there are so many stupid things I need to do just to get most of my classes accepted even though I mostly got Bs or As in them. And I need to get a medical form filled out that my doctor wont fill out until I have a check up in order to get my grades. I can only take 2 classes that will help me next semester with my major which kinda sucks because I can't take any of the new biology classes because they haven't taken my biology yet.
As overwhelmed as I feel I know that it will be done with soon and everything will be normal. I am just done with 2007 I'm ready for next year. I feel as though I wasted this entire summer feeling sorry for myself. Sometimes I just want to pretend that May - September didn't happen because nothing went right for those 4 months.
This past month things have started to turn around. For the first time I can actually see being done with college sometime. It certainly won't be on time but depending on how many psych classes I can stack it may only be an extra semester - year. I guess I'm ok with that. I don't want to think about actually having to function as a member of society.
Mostly I'm glad that the worst is over and its just seems like I only need to tie up the loose ends.
As overwhelmed as I feel I know that it will be done with soon and everything will be normal. I am just done with 2007 I'm ready for next year. I feel as though I wasted this entire summer feeling sorry for myself. Sometimes I just want to pretend that May - September didn't happen because nothing went right for those 4 months.
This past month things have started to turn around. For the first time I can actually see being done with college sometime. It certainly won't be on time but depending on how many psych classes I can stack it may only be an extra semester - year. I guess I'm ok with that. I don't want to think about actually having to function as a member of society.
Mostly I'm glad that the worst is over and its just seems like I only need to tie up the loose ends.