#76
Insomnia sucks. I have to get up at 5 in the morning and its already 11 and I'm just so tired but my mind is just churning away at absolutely nothing and I just can't fall asleep.
Not to mention I'm typing whilst being drugged up to my eyeballs with Nyquil, so I'm surprised I can even string together sentences that make sense.
Anyway. I spent the weekend being sick; no surprise there. This weekend was worse than the last though. I hope this all gets over and done with before christmas. I would hate to be sick then.
I spent the day sleeping, for the most part. And when I wasn't sleeping I was thinking, and I kept replaying certain moments in my head; and I found myself remembering little things that has happened within the past two years; like when me and Kayla used to go down to Vreeland and watch the guys play hockey. I dont know if they remember that anymore but I do; and I kind of miss it.
Actually. There's alot of things I miss. But what's the point in going into it when you know you're not going to get it back? It'll just make me even more sad about how everything ended up.
Growing up sucks sometimes.
Not to mention I'm typing whilst being drugged up to my eyeballs with Nyquil, so I'm surprised I can even string together sentences that make sense.
Anyway. I spent the weekend being sick; no surprise there. This weekend was worse than the last though. I hope this all gets over and done with before christmas. I would hate to be sick then.
I spent the day sleeping, for the most part. And when I wasn't sleeping I was thinking, and I kept replaying certain moments in my head; and I found myself remembering little things that has happened within the past two years; like when me and Kayla used to go down to Vreeland and watch the guys play hockey. I dont know if they remember that anymore but I do; and I kind of miss it.
Actually. There's alot of things I miss. But what's the point in going into it when you know you're not going to get it back? It'll just make me even more sad about how everything ended up.
Growing up sucks sometimes.