the trip

[unwantedemokid]

ok i've decided to stop being so fucking lazy and do an entry about the mission trip

Comments

[need_self_help_]

and my comments dont make sense? urrrm yeaa sure. but i think i got it
the horse thing rules
MT rules
the dan guy rules
lauren rules
and yea okay i opt for non-ruleing but apparently i uh do rule?
and then we rule together
and MT is hanging clothes
i got it .... mostly
yea okay im retared and we should all hang out soon
.... yea, this is so fucking pointless i feel stupid right now

ps - invisble man is killing me

[unwantedemokid]

invisible man killed me

and then i lived again

so there is hope there

and we should hang out, so get it together and find something for us to do, i give up, you shoot down all my stuff

much love love to you me deary
marissa

[razorbladedkiss]

who the hell is the invisible man?

i want to hang.

[unwantedemokid]

it's the worst book ever

then hang... or get amy to get something together

oooR we could just hang out... as amy won't get anything together :D

[razorbladedkiss]

for sure...

krunk time. hehe.

[need_self_help_]

'as amy won't get anything together'
WTF! I HAD A DAMN DREAM THAT DONATA WANTED TO STAY AT MY HOUSE NEXT WEEKEND, CAN YOU NOT SEE THE FUCKING STRESS!! if she doesnt wanna hang out with ONLY me (i dont get that!!!) or zach doesnt want me to meet his friends or hang out with ONLY me, then ive got you telling me that im worthless and cant plan shit! I WANT TO HANG WITH YOU GUYS! WHEN I GET A DAMN MINUTE TO BREATH ILL LET YOU KNOW!
woah ... i should seel help
and dude just comment on my journal or something this things got like 23 comments
anyway, seriously ill plan something and ill call you ... my grandmas gotta get outts the hospital first
alright ttyl, i didnt mean any of that offensivly btw
tehe PEACE and LOVE and shit

[need_self_help_]

i should SEEK help*** (also help in typing geez)

[unwantedemokid]

YES YOU FUCKING SHOULD

[unwantedemokid]

DON'T YOU GET A FUCKING JOKE???

AND BESIDES THAT DON'T YOU THINK I EVER DESERVE TO JUST HANG WITH JUST YOU?? NO OFFENSE BUT IT STARTS TO SUCK WHEN I JUST TALK TO YOU ONLINE AND ON THE PHONE

AND DON'T START BITCHIN AT THAT B/C I DO THINGS I DON'T WANNA DO (THE VILLAGE, AHEC THING ((YEAH THAT WAS BORING)), ETC ETC) JUST SO I CAN HANG WITH YOU A BIT

SOOOO EXCUSE ME FOR JOKING

AND WANTING TO HANG OUT WITH MY NEW BEST FRIEND

PEACE OUT BIAAATCH

AND I'M SOOOORRRY IF DONATA

[unwantedemokid]

THERE IS NO PURPOSE TO I'M SORRY IF DONATA... I DON'T KNOW WHY I WROTE IT

OTHER THAN I'M FROZEN AND DILLUSIONAL

[need_self_help_]

"alright ttyl, i didnt mean any of that offensivly btw"
... umm yea

anyway im a shitty person - this i could have told you - sorry im just such a terrible friend that i dont make time for everyone this summer and that half the time im grounded and blah blah blah .. ooo horseshit! you know what ill just make life easier on you, ill just stop talking to you on the phone and online until i can work something out. i hope that is better, so you're not doing shit you dont wanna do to see me ... yea me, amy god damn goode who is about the shitty person you could ever wanna be friends with.
so now i hope all is well

[unwantedemokid]

stop being such a drama queen

the reason i'm going to go see a scary movie on saturday and not go to dallas is b/c you're an awesome friend and i love you

and b/c i don't wanna go to dallas and my parents probably aren't down with it

and i understand you've had a lot to do and you've been grounded

i guess i shouldn't expect us to do all the shit we said we were... maybe next summer

so i guess i'm a shitty friend for expecting you to hang out a bit

"so now i hope all is well"