ok i've decided to stop being so fucking lazy and do an entry about the mission trip
hopefully by the end of like all 1000000 picutres in here you'll see why the mission trip means everything to me and why i believe arizona is the most beautiful place in the whole world... i don't have many picutures of navjo ppl, but they are the most caring and beautiful ppl in my opinion... i just have one pic of a cute lil boy
well have fun loading all this shit
sunrise that i woke up at 4 to see....
a pic of me and "the gang" hahaha at 4:30-ish in the morning
us messing around in the sanctuary waiting for showers... she didn't really hit her, but it looks like it doesn't it?!?! hee hee
lauren rocking out... w/ um no sticks
lauren again, being insane
laura?? a preacher?!?! ahhh scary! hee hee
woot i soooo won.... not
me... very early
woot laura and i!!
amdanda eating pixie sticks and getting HYPER
laura reading doctor phil *cough*obssessed*cough*
emily and i!! woooot
window rock
horseshoe bend!!! EARLY IN THE MORNING!!
just some scenery
just some more scenery
that's about all the pics i think i wanna put up here....
so here is a poem i wrote on the trip
it seems like i just said hello
and i already had to say goodbye
i'll write you a postcard
starting with to whom this may concern
and ending with i'll love you always
i'm writing you this from the saddest place
but don't feel bad for me, because it's the most beautiful place
explanations of this place contain too many contradictions
i'm cold and lonely in the warmest and brightest place
because nothing really matters with yout you
i'll write you everyday, but it won't be enough
to describe everything i'm feeling
i'm keeping mental nots of what i want to tell you
every day i remember the last words you said to me
and it gets me through the misreable parts of the day
i'm trying to send you complete thoughts and descriptions
but all i can put together are pitiful lines
that form this so called poetry
only someone who really loves me would accept
these broken thoughts as something precious
that is why i am completely and utterly
in love with you and who you are
i wish i could focus on one subject
but there is so much i wand and need to tell you
but i guess the only way to sum it up is:
coming from what feels like nowhere,
i wish you were here and i miss you so much
it sucks but it's the first thing i've written in a long time
peace out me love