suicide over and over

[untouched_mind]

you slid the knife in
you killed me from within
the words you spoke
became the fingers around my throat
your actions became the rope
that when i slipped it began to choke
my love for you became the pills
i swallowed to make my heart stand still
and slip into this permenent coma at will
my broken heart became the water that filled my lungs
from all the heart ache you brung
my tears became the carbon monoxide
that killed me silently as i cried
my depression became my overdose on drugs
that came from all your empty hugs
my anger became the wall i smashed
when i drove my car into it and crashed
my addiction to you became my addiction to alcohal
where i drank so much i coudlnt feel anything at all
and my concious state began to fall
my pain became the bullet
that entered my head and went through it
it was because of your lies
that i committed suicide