picture perfect

[untouched_mind]

and here i sit face in hands
why you left me ill never understand
im doing everything i can
if you dont like it then that just who i am
in your eyes should be the reflection of a man
but instead you see me as some generic brand
like you could just pick another me off the shelf
if your looking for flaws then i suggest you look deep in your self
understanding whats beyond your own personal wealth
kiss me hug me love me
but all you do is shove me
you push me back and forth
with this unbelievable force
i am broken from your affection
my eyes are to blurry to see my own reflection
the pain i feel is from your injection
from your own image of perfection
why cant you take me as who you see
why try to change everything inside of me
your grip is so tight i cant breathe
once again you have brought me to my knees
bruised and once again used
i crawl back to you confused
only to have you turn your back
as if i was the one who started the attack
the tears have lost their taste
i no longer feel right in this place
so here i sit in the fluid that runs through my veins
trying to relieve the pain
hoping that it woud all just drain
as i begin to close my eyes
knowing that this is how i will die
i say to myself... im sorry i coudlnt live your lie...
that i coudlnt be your picture perfect guy