Sigh
If I failed ....
Would you still love me?
Right at this moment, I feel exactly like how I did in year 12. Getting bad marks, but not caring enough to put in more effort to change. I guess, it doesn't help that things seem to work out in the end, right? I guess I've always relied on my Its okay, I'll do fine, I've never failed so why should I now? attitude to get me along but it's different now.
University is so damn different now.
I need to seriously pick up the slack and start doing work because I can't afford to face another disappointment. I need to get my mind set on track again, and to get those marks that I know I should be getting. Because I know I can do this. I've always been able to do this. But I just got to put effort and time in to the things I know I should be able to do.
Sigh.
I really wish essays and exams and tests and orals and pracs could just do themselves.
You know?
Would you still love me?
Right at this moment, I feel exactly like how I did in year 12. Getting bad marks, but not caring enough to put in more effort to change. I guess, it doesn't help that things seem to work out in the end, right? I guess I've always relied on my Its okay, I'll do fine, I've never failed so why should I now? attitude to get me along but it's different now.
University is so damn different now.
I need to seriously pick up the slack and start doing work because I can't afford to face another disappointment. I need to get my mind set on track again, and to get those marks that I know I should be getting. Because I know I can do this. I've always been able to do this. But I just got to put effort and time in to the things I know I should be able to do.
Sigh.
I really wish essays and exams and tests and orals and pracs could just do themselves.
You know?