Apr 10, 2006 11:09
i miss tom.
but the weird thig is that i need to be myself and i don't know who that is. i'm used to being with him. i wanted to be a better person for him. and now i need to start again and i don't know how and it's so fucking confusing.
i know he and i will fuck this up and then that'll be it and i'll be fucked.