instability. room 201
and yet another good girl has slipped through my fingers.
i am unable to keep anyone close
her excuse this time kinda beliguired me
she just wants to be alone.
she goes to work full time and is moving to long beach
she has alot on her plate and will be starting school.
i duno maybe its me, but i would cherish anyone who would be able to take me away from the repetiviness of work and school and home
its the people who are career minded and focused that ultimatley sacrfice their relationships. id perfer to not go through life working myself to death. id rather spend more time with someone special and just be my idiotic and randomself.
if i was having trouble at home, at school or at work, i would want someone i could escape to, who has a logical mind screwed onto their head. not bury myself into a textbook or become a slave to win over a dollar.
to be the antidote to the day to day poisons.
and yet, here i am again.
i am unable to keep anyone close
her excuse this time kinda beliguired me
she just wants to be alone.
she goes to work full time and is moving to long beach
she has alot on her plate and will be starting school.
i duno maybe its me, but i would cherish anyone who would be able to take me away from the repetiviness of work and school and home
its the people who are career minded and focused that ultimatley sacrfice their relationships. id perfer to not go through life working myself to death. id rather spend more time with someone special and just be my idiotic and randomself.
if i was having trouble at home, at school or at work, i would want someone i could escape to, who has a logical mind screwed onto their head. not bury myself into a textbook or become a slave to win over a dollar.
to be the antidote to the day to day poisons.
and yet, here i am again.