Sep 16, 2007 22:57
you cant win
its more along the lines of acceptance
u accept that both are temporary
sadness and happiness
ive come to that point
so i decided to take action
unfortunaelty the well respected personal who over see the guidelines for undergraduate studies and transfers at the college of my choice, found it in their infinte wisdom to shut the door on allowing me to become part of their cirriculum.
although one roadblock wont deter me, it poses lengthier questions for the unforseen future.
although i am gracious and honored to be working with respectable associates
i feel angered watching these goodhearted people giving away their hard earned paychecks
to the lil mouse who runs two theme parks with a third on the way.
i will be subjected to a history lesson, followed by 2 hoours of intense propaganda on why
disney is such a magical corporation that tricks people into funneling money into them
and not to more humane subsidies that desperately need help.
sometimes its okay to feel sad
at least you feel something
its what makes us human
its temporary
i routinely tell myself jokes..... that no one would dare to laugh at...