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I have a plan.
I am going to finish this update, and then I'm going to get off of my ass and clean. I power-cleaned the house today; I think I can actually clean my room this time. So I will put on music and not stop cleaning until every inch is vacuumed and dusted and absolutely spotless. Then I am going to do every single assignment that I am missing from every single class, minus a few of the assignments (that I can't really do until I finish reading an entire book) (that I have yet to begin) (because it's boring). Then I'm going to exercise until I can't move a muscle. And I mean, SERIOUSLY exercise. Until I can't breathe. I will not stop until I finish every exercise I have planned out, and I will not take a break, and I will not complain. Then I will take a shower, and climb into bed, and sleep. Upon waking up, I will have a bowl of cereal, brush my teeth, put my makeup on, and get dressed. I will go to school.
And I will pretend that I am normal.
And I will smile, and laugh, and assure everyone that I am fine.
And I will do so every day, for as long as I live.
I will pretend that I am normal.
=)
I am going to finish this update, and then I'm going to get off of my ass and clean. I power-cleaned the house today; I think I can actually clean my room this time. So I will put on music and not stop cleaning until every inch is vacuumed and dusted and absolutely spotless. Then I am going to do every single assignment that I am missing from every single class, minus a few of the assignments (that I can't really do until I finish reading an entire book) (that I have yet to begin) (because it's boring). Then I'm going to exercise until I can't move a muscle. And I mean, SERIOUSLY exercise. Until I can't breathe. I will not stop until I finish every exercise I have planned out, and I will not take a break, and I will not complain. Then I will take a shower, and climb into bed, and sleep. Upon waking up, I will have a bowl of cereal, brush my teeth, put my makeup on, and get dressed. I will go to school.
And I will pretend that I am normal.
And I will smile, and laugh, and assure everyone that I am fine.
And I will do so every day, for as long as I live.
I will pretend that I am normal.
=)