Oct 06, 2005 20:49
I don't know why, but I have been in the mood to write... I just haven't been able to write anything good... like my last entry... that one came out as crap! CRAP I SAY! **throw arms in angry fit** so, I have decided to try again... here goes another probably unsuccessful attempt.
Dear beloved daughter,
Thank you for leaving me in my time of need. I have never asked you to do any of those things, you were just a whore, a good for nothing whore! You have no clue what your departure has done to this family, we are torn apart, mentally, psychically, and emotionally. We have treated you with nothing but the utmost respect, and you repay us by running away. Now that you, Danny's favorite has gone astray and left all of her very caring siblings and mother suffering at the hands of their father. How could you do such a thing to us? You have done nothing for this family, you were the cause of this. If you were never born then your father would have never became the man he is now. All you have done for this family is tare us apart. Behind darkened sunglasses do I hide the unspoken shame you father has bestowed upon me. When Sam tried to tell your father that you are worthless to us, a miserable little girl who had no hopes of a good future, you father went ballistic, he ripped out Sam's hair, broke his arm and his nose, and because of you we had to lie to the doctor saying he got jumped, do you know how much shame you have brought to this family. You are nothing but a dirty whore. Because of this, because of YOU, Tracy's son has been taken away, and the state is threatening to take you little sister away. Do you think this is fair? You were always into drugs, Yes I will admit, I did drugs and sold my self, but that was because I had to pay the bills. I am not asking for you to come back, we don't want you back, you left me here, with this monster, and I will never forgive you for that. My life was miserable, and it was all because of you.
love,
You mother.