Oct 04, 2005 15:41
I have decided to make my recent entry into a story... I just have to think of some more ideas... so... if you have any ideas at all... you can leave me a message... thank you.
Dear Mother,
I know it's been only 6 months since I have last wrote you a letter, but I thought maybe I should inform you on what has happened to me so far, I got a job and I am very glad at the decision I have made to leave you and your horrible family behind. At first it was hard to break my old habits... and I would get my money by buying and selling drugs, I would wonder the streets at night, I became involved with a wealthy man that I later found out was a pimp, he pimped me until I started to show, which was around 4 months. Then I later became involved with who seemed to be a very nice guy at the time, he treated me very well... and then I found out he was the leader of a local gang... he told me that he was madly in love with me... so when I tried to escape from all the blood, violence, and gang sex, the leader was very generous and he let me leave the gang without a beating... he told me that if I ever needed help I could always call him. I told him I would love to have him as the father of my child, but not if he continues his life as a gang leader, about a month later and a week without food I got a temporary job, I worked for Hans, a German film maker, but this was no ordinary movie maker, he made German Dungeon movies, which is a fetish porn film, mainly about BDSM and pregnancy, I got back into drugs and partying, then I was arrested for drug paraphernalia, the state threatened to take my child away once it was born unless I straightened out my act. Recently, I am working at a restaurant, I have gone clean, and I have decided that maybe I should give you another chance and I am leaving you a return address, just do not try to convince me to come back, for I shall not.
love,
your forever grateful daughter