I can't live.

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I was sleeping a few nights back and I awoke with the thought that really stunned me. Most would find this to be something I should have come to terms with already. In light of what Mein Geschätzt and I have been through since July 13, 2001, when Al took his own life, it is personally very perplexing that it just sank in. I cannot live without her

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Strangely enough, I was having a discussion the other night with one of my young friends, who was quite sure that there was no point to his life unless he had his g/f in it. He would do anything for her, anything to keep her(which worries me somewhat) Frightened of loss, I suppose, but oblivious to the fact that his life (or death )has an effect on everyone he knows, and that his absence(through death) would cause a jolt of pain and loneliness through everyone he would leave behind.
I was actually having similar thoughts to yours, thinking about this young man. Not that I couldn't live without him, but thoughts that death is easiest on the dead.
Those of us who are left behind are the ones who have to pick up the pieces of shattered lives and try not to let the gaping hole they have left in our hearts swallow us entirely.

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Who are you..
you added me?

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You

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I just like the way you write.

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[saint_lorenta_]

oOoo okay. I shall add you then.

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