"My little brother always knew this as Christmas ADAM cuz Adam comes before Christmas EVE"
You've gotta love Clay.
Yup, I went to the Clay Aiken concert tonight and it was FABULOUS. I had a great time: i cant even begin to describe. That kid has a voice like none other: all it takes for me to smile is to hear him hold one of those notes. oh my God he's amazing. lol ok sorry i'll stop.
The funny thing was there were all these people dramatically older than me that are his groupies and there was this one oriental lady from Canada who's been to EVERY concert he's done and she just went to his book signing in Ohio 2 days ago! So yea, to all of u that said i'm obsessed: its not true! :-p
And I am SO in love with the Masonic! Everyone that's goin to Rent I envy you cuz I LOVE that theatre! lol thats how u know it's late: when i start talkin like this.
Boy problems are drivin me up the wall though. The reason I bring this up while talking about clay is because there was this REALLY cute guy sittin in the next section over but he was totally oblivious to the fact that I kept glancin over. And all the songs that Clay was singin about clingin tight to someone during Christmas just made me start thinking about my issues i've been havin.
OK long story short without using any names, there are 3 guys.
-one i broke it off and i'm still wondering whether or not that was the right thing to do: and whether i miss HIM or the WAY he treated me.
-another prolly has no clue that I like him. I think he just considers me a friend, even though I'm not sure I consider him more than that either....
-and the last one I definitely like and during the entire concert I was wishin he was there with me. But I honestly dont think he knows that I like him. I've tried to give clues, but I dont think he got it.
well we'll see what happens. I just wish it was easier than it is right now :(
that's all for now: i'll prolly go watch the Insomniac Music Theater on VH1 which is definitely my new favorite thing to watch since i found it! lol
<3
Yup, I went to the Clay Aiken concert tonight and it was FABULOUS. I had a great time: i cant even begin to describe. That kid has a voice like none other: all it takes for me to smile is to hear him hold one of those notes. oh my God he's amazing. lol ok sorry i'll stop.
The funny thing was there were all these people dramatically older than me that are his groupies and there was this one oriental lady from Canada who's been to EVERY concert he's done and she just went to his book signing in Ohio 2 days ago! So yea, to all of u that said i'm obsessed: its not true! :-p
And I am SO in love with the Masonic! Everyone that's goin to Rent I envy you cuz I LOVE that theatre! lol thats how u know it's late: when i start talkin like this.
Boy problems are drivin me up the wall though. The reason I bring this up while talking about clay is because there was this REALLY cute guy sittin in the next section over but he was totally oblivious to the fact that I kept glancin over. And all the songs that Clay was singin about clingin tight to someone during Christmas just made me start thinking about my issues i've been havin.
OK long story short without using any names, there are 3 guys.
-one i broke it off and i'm still wondering whether or not that was the right thing to do: and whether i miss HIM or the WAY he treated me.
-another prolly has no clue that I like him. I think he just considers me a friend, even though I'm not sure I consider him more than that either....
-and the last one I definitely like and during the entire concert I was wishin he was there with me. But I honestly dont think he knows that I like him. I've tried to give clues, but I dont think he got it.
well we'll see what happens. I just wish it was easier than it is right now :(
that's all for now: i'll prolly go watch the Insomniac Music Theater on VH1 which is definitely my new favorite thing to watch since i found it! lol
<3