Yuck
Ya know, depending on who you are, I am either a great or terrible person.
I feel like a terrible person because I don't feel terrible about something. What I don't feel terrible about is: I really hate when people I dislike are happy. And I really like when people I don't like are unhappy. And I SHOULD feel terrible about this, but I don't. And for that, I feel like I'm a bad person.
In other news, I'm wearing myself out, but it's not all bad. I'm pretty much full time at Molly's now, and I love it because it means that now I get to regularly see the old Jillian's Crew (Ian, Amey and Isaac) and I've already made some new friends that I really like too. The schedule is hard on me, but it's getting better. I have another job at another bar on Tuesday nights and I'm more than likely going to be giving it up after this week, because it's just too much for me to take on all at once.
Internally, I'm a mess. I'm working myself to the point where I can only take naps now, and cannot get a full night's sleep for the life of me. Also, I can only eat about half a meal a day before getting full and not being able to eat anymore. And after that one little meal, I won't be hungry again until the next day. I KNOW that isn't healthy, but there's nothing I can do to change it for the time being.
Well, I had a lot more to write, but I'm tired and I think that if I go to sleep now, I might actually be able to do my body some good.
And I don't feel terrible anymore. Because I know that if I dislike someone, I dislike them for a reason. And since my reasons are usually justifiable, then obviously the people I dislike suck at life anyway. And they'll get what's coming to them.
Everybody's gonna love today, gonna love today, gonna love today.
Everybody's gonna love today
Anyway you want to
Anyway you've got to love love me.
Love love me.
I feel like a terrible person because I don't feel terrible about something. What I don't feel terrible about is: I really hate when people I dislike are happy. And I really like when people I don't like are unhappy. And I SHOULD feel terrible about this, but I don't. And for that, I feel like I'm a bad person.
In other news, I'm wearing myself out, but it's not all bad. I'm pretty much full time at Molly's now, and I love it because it means that now I get to regularly see the old Jillian's Crew (Ian, Amey and Isaac) and I've already made some new friends that I really like too. The schedule is hard on me, but it's getting better. I have another job at another bar on Tuesday nights and I'm more than likely going to be giving it up after this week, because it's just too much for me to take on all at once.
Internally, I'm a mess. I'm working myself to the point where I can only take naps now, and cannot get a full night's sleep for the life of me. Also, I can only eat about half a meal a day before getting full and not being able to eat anymore. And after that one little meal, I won't be hungry again until the next day. I KNOW that isn't healthy, but there's nothing I can do to change it for the time being.
Well, I had a lot more to write, but I'm tired and I think that if I go to sleep now, I might actually be able to do my body some good.
And I don't feel terrible anymore. Because I know that if I dislike someone, I dislike them for a reason. And since my reasons are usually justifiable, then obviously the people I dislike suck at life anyway. And they'll get what's coming to them.
Everybody's gonna love today, gonna love today, gonna love today.
Everybody's gonna love today
Anyway you want to
Anyway you've got to love love me.
Love love me.