home...
so i guess this topic has always been one that I was skirting, but its the second time that its come up in my apartment and I am scared that I eventually will have to deal with it. Yesterday night I found out that my roomate was headed back to China for 12 days becuase her father is pretty ill, and then a couple of weeks before break about a month ago, my other apartment mates nephew was really sick and eventually died, she didn't even get to say goodbye. And seriously thats the one thing that I am so afraid of especially since I am so far away and I don't have much money to fly home just like that, but I definitely would do it in a heartbeat. I swear its not even like I could take a 45 minute plane ride, or 6 hour drive back home anymore and I miss that, just like I miss my family and friends.