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so i've saly got use to the idea that i wont be coming home anytime soon. i guess the first reality was the fact that thanksgiving is around the corner and I won't be having any of my mom's turkey or her mashed potatoes,it was always creamy and had potato chunks, just the right consistency. I realized that I will be the first person to miss thanskgiving in my family out of my 20 years of life...going to be 21, and its the first birthday i won't share with my family... or firends (or at the donutshop as i always seem to have rememebered). Maybe this is all a sign of growing up, growing old, and just blaghh you know...
so i got an e-mail informing me about this law program that is offerred for UC Juniors who are interested in working for underprivileged and underrepresented communities.i'm not quite sure if I want to go for it, but i think i am going to try, the deadline is nov. 1. the thing is,is that i never seen myself as a lawyer... or anything in fact, but i need something to pursue after these next couple of years and maybe just maybe it will force me to work on things that i feel are keeping me
behind like my writing skills and speaking skills.
i've been reading a lot lately, more than what i normally would, its an excuse to not study for chinese, which is so difficult, and also because i don't want to go out and get drunk and dance like the other people in the program. i just like to chill...you know?
you know i need to practice living in the now, my mind and heart always gazes to the future and thats what is keeping me behind... i don't know i think in tangents either..thats probably why im a pro at writing run-on sentences. but htats my update for now...
so i got an e-mail informing me about this law program that is offerred for UC Juniors who are interested in working for underprivileged and underrepresented communities.i'm not quite sure if I want to go for it, but i think i am going to try, the deadline is nov. 1. the thing is,is that i never seen myself as a lawyer... or anything in fact, but i need something to pursue after these next couple of years and maybe just maybe it will force me to work on things that i feel are keeping me
behind like my writing skills and speaking skills.
i've been reading a lot lately, more than what i normally would, its an excuse to not study for chinese, which is so difficult, and also because i don't want to go out and get drunk and dance like the other people in the program. i just like to chill...you know?
you know i need to practice living in the now, my mind and heart always gazes to the future and thats what is keeping me behind... i don't know i think in tangents either..thats probably why im a pro at writing run-on sentences. but htats my update for now...