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so i was off work today..i studied for my placement tests some (not as much as i should've tho)and discovered not only am i not good at math(which i already knew) apparently my English is no good either..so i'm kinda just screwed anywho..i ran some errands,then went to C@P..well b4 i left 4 c@P i finally checked my messages on my home line from like last week and there was this really werid message that freaked me out it was this guy that I DON'T KNOW and he was like "Hey Rae, this is so and so (cant remember his name)i miss talkin to ya,i havent heard from u in a while,but i have a favor to ask u so call me back at ..number.. i just got put up for a different postion and i wanted to know if i could use u as a personal reference,well i hope to talk to u soon Rae thanks" WTF i dont know him..and only special people get to call me Rae so how did he know to call me that..how did he know my name period much less nick names b/c i check my machine and my voice recordin somehow got erased so its just the automated recordin..i dunno it really freaked me out..my mom said it was probably a wrong number,and maybe so but still how did he know to call me Rae..maybe he was tryin to call a guy name Ray or somen i dont know..but that message really bothered me..ahhh i have this stupid mystery rash ,bite thingy on my leg and i have a bruise from where i've strached so much and so hard..and its itchin like mad..essh i just want it to go away..ahhh i still dont know exactly what i'm singin sunday for he gimme the mike audtion..i thought i knew my slow song , but after singin "Broken" tonite i really think i might sing that instead..i felt powerful singin that i felt my voice sound powerful i dunno..my moms goin to use my video camera and record me singin all my final choices which is 2 slow and 2 fast which i have to choose 1 of each to sing ..so i'm hopin seein myself i'll be able to see and hear what i do best so i dunno..its another kinda busy week actually this whole month has been crazy..i'm sad i'm so busy i'm not goin to get to go w/my dad to Puerto Rico which totally sucks!! i'm just kinda ramblin there was no real point to this entry..i suppose theres rarely a point to any of my entries..so i'm sorry to all for that

Love ya,
Rae