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[unstablerach]

well pt meetin today..then i went to target..then to tacobell..then had a couple smirnoffs while i continously stuffed my face while watchin War Of The Worlds for like the millionth time(i own it)..it gets better everytime!! gosh how i love that movie i havemt seen it in a while and i saw things in it (on an emotional level) that i'd never seen before..perhahps thats cuz i've had a couple ..or maybe it was really there i dunno but whatever the case may be it made me love the movie anymore then possible..i find myself censorin myself more..i'm not sure how i feel bout that yet..i havent determined if thats the best thing for me to do yet..but i think it might actually be better then how i was before..so will see..maybe this is a tipsy rant but i am always brutely more honest w/alcohol in my system then i am on a daily basis..so perhaphs this is really how i feel i dont know..i'm really ok even tho i
probably dont sound like it..so dont cry dry ur eye!! :)

Love ya,
Rae