i'm just glad the airbag didnt go off..
so yea i got in my 1st wreck tonite on the way home from C@P..like i stayed after awhile talkin to Michelle and Kia and then once Michelle left me and Kia talked alittle more so everything was normal..i got in my car started to head home doin what i normally do fixin the heat and what not ..totally not payin attention didnt realize it was a red light and as i slammed on my brakes i slammed into the car in front of me..i'm lucky my airbag didnt go off cuz i would be dead right now,a few yrs ago that would have been fine by me but not right now..u see my airbag was recalled like 3 yrs ago and i still havent gone to get it removed..but after tonite i will be doin so..anyway i hit her really hard but somehow it appeared not to have done a thing to either of r cars..but i gave her my info anyway she didnt call the police..however Kia must have seen it and called me to see if i was ok ..which i thought was sweet..were both "ok" i'm shaken up and my back,neck,and head hurt but i'm ok and the girl i hit said she thinks she'll be ok too..she was pretty nice about the whole thing i started cryin and she was like please dont cry ..i've been in ur shoes plenty of times dont worry about it ,it happens..at 1st she was alittle bitchy but really who wouldnt be..i mean i just RAN smack dab into her b/c i'm stupid and tried to multi task b/c that what i normally do and i'm fine..i started cryin so hard on the way home i started to hyperventalate and i started to get all parniod..and i keep thinkin of everything i shouldve done and couldve done like swervin the other way or somen ..or simply just payin full attention like i shouldve been..gosh 4 yrs drivin no tickets and wrecks until now..my parents werent mad they were like "thats why we have insurance rach" and "everyone at least as 1 accident in there life" they were just glad i was ok..i'm scared to go to sleep i dont want to dream about it..i dont want to drive tomorrow..i feel horrible ,just horrible..i hope everything is ok i hope shes ok and her car..today just wasnt the best day all around..at least i dont have to go in till 2 tomorrow since i'm watchin Sarah and Jessie tomorrow nite while everyone is at the funeral vistation..well i'm gonna go take a hot shower now..
Rae
Rae