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its crazy that i miss people who absoultely hate me..but i do i miss them and theres not a damn thing i can do bout it which sucks..i wish i could make them care or i wish i didnt care but its not like that so ya know what i say u win some u some some and i lost that one..lol anywho today was actually pretty good beside work bein rough but after work i went home and changed and then met Mia downtown for supper..it was awesome i'm really glad we finally made plans to hang out!! it was a ton of fun we should so do that more often!! then i took her home she has such a cute house and a cute dog..lol and i didnt get lost goin home thanks to the mapquest directions she printed off for me so YAY thanks for doin that btw!! then i ran home to grab my movies b/c i told Mandi i was goin to visit her at work tonite and i did gosh it was so good to see her i miss workin up there w/her!! and of course even tho i just went up there to see her and return my movies i ended up commin home w/3 movies and some chewy sprees(oh how i love me some chewy sprees) so go figure..i was goin to by King Kong while i was there but of course they only had widescreen..so after i visited w/Mandi a bit i raced home to watch American Idol my man was in the bottom 3 again..people must be on crack puttin him there again..ahhh hes soooooooooooooooooooooo fuckin pretty and he has such a good voice i love him!! i know i'm a dork..so yea that was pretty much my day and night..2-morrows work then to meet w/ the Counsler @cpcc..i dunno Jor keeps askin me if i'm excited but i'm really not..i'm more anxious then anything but i hope once i get my classes that will change..but its another step closer to it bein offical so thats good ..i'm just dreadin the placement tests i'm a HORRIBLE test taker ..i mean i know it doesnt really matter b/c i already know that i'm goin to have to take remedal math..so really i shouldnt worry buti cant help but worry..i guess its just the whole lookin/feelin stupid thing that i'm dreadin more then anything..so i suppose will see ,and i just wanted to thank everyone whose supportin this whole me goin back to school thing..i seriously dont think i could do it w/out y'alls support so thank ya'll!! i mean it i LOVE Y'ALL LIKE WHOA!! (yes thats my new sayin..lol)

Love ya,
Rae