so this is college life?

[unstable_kitten]

I want to cry.
I feel like the biggest effing loser,
an outcast.
I know who I am,
but I don't
I'm lost.

School hasn't started and it seems
everyone is creating these
bonds.

Bonds that I
lack.
Bonds that I
need.

I'm a strong person.
I tell myself that.
You know what?
I'm fucking
WEAK.

Why can I be there for
eveyone else,
But I can't find someone
to be there
for me.
Someone...
here.

I need someone.
I need familiarity.
I'm a fucking baby and I know it.

I hated high school,
But I don't know about
THIS.