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Life these days has become a never ending cycle of questions. Questions that I'm too afraid to answer just yet. There is so much to think about, I just can't even keep a hold on one thought for long enough to make any sense of it.
Is it singing?
Is it writing?
Is it not being alone?
Is it having money?
What if I wake up and realize that im 60 and wasted every chance I ever had?
Who really is there for me?
Why do I think about such depressing things?
I really need a huge change in my life. Something that will just take all the constant questions away. Something that will make finding the answers pointless. That in itself is a question that I just cant seem to find the end of.
Ugh, I'm gonna find out what makes me happy ...if it kills me.
Is it singing?
Is it writing?
Is it not being alone?
Is it having money?
What if I wake up and realize that im 60 and wasted every chance I ever had?
Who really is there for me?
Why do I think about such depressing things?
I really need a huge change in my life. Something that will just take all the constant questions away. Something that will make finding the answers pointless. That in itself is a question that I just cant seem to find the end of.
Ugh, I'm gonna find out what makes me happy ...if it kills me.