Jan 08, 2008 13:53
Posi's about things right now:
- Reliable, steady job.
- Reliable car that is good on gas.
- My aunt and gma are in my life.
- I never have to do laundry.
- I never go a day without food anymore.
- I have a prospectable new job.
- My sister and I have some really interesting conversations.
- I dont need hope to give up on it.
- Things are running very smoothly in all aspects of everyday life.
- I get to car karaoke everyday to and from work.
- No matter what I do my grandma is always there to show me that I dont need a reason for everything.
- Gym Membership
- Lots of free time
- My brother is feeling kharma full force.
Negi's about things right now
- Im often sad
- Im often bored
- I dont really have friends anymore, more like acquaintances.
- They all think that I am stupid for the same reason.
- Its really cold where I sleep.
- I've been getting frequent nosebleeds out of no where. (it cant be the picking of the nose cause i have done that all my life.)
- I'm back to smoking
- I wasted so much money on nothing the last month or so that i could just spit.
- My immediate family other than my sister and father are all just a bunch of d-bags.
- It takes so long to get to sleep at night because I can't stop thinking.
- My cousins alarm clock wakes me up a half hour before he even realizes that it was going off.
- I miss my sister.
- I miss cheryl.
- Cheryl and my sister never got to meet.
- I went to kevins the other night and saw all those people....god i wish i would have never met any of those people.
- Most of the people are good people but they introduced me to someone that made me ruin alot.
- I dont really party all that much anymore.
- Parties arent all of what they used to be and eveyone that i go to are no better than the last.
- I miss last summer.
- I can't imagine a better way to spend the rest of my life than the way i did last summer.
- I don't understand why I just cant stop thinking about it all.
- I dont have a time machine.
that was kinda nice ill have to see if i can remember anything more before tomorrow.