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You-
I tried to tell myself that everything was going to be ok for us in the end. That you would eventually walk back in to my life and miss what we had back then. But I stopped being the stupid, naive 16 year old you used to know, I know that you will never walk back in to my life, that in the end we won't be ok...we simply can't be. I often find myself drifting back thinking of the nights when we stayed up together where I would cry to you and you would promise me that we were going to be alright, that you loved me, and that you would give anything to be able to hold me, I even find myself looking at your pictures and reading old conversations, listening to old voicemails, cherishing the card you gave me, that told me you loved me-till death do us part.
You love her now, she is your world now, she is the reason you wake up every morning and the reason that you breath and that you keep pushing on everyday. She makes you happy, I can see that. And it brings tears to my eyes because I was never able to make you happy, to make you smile...hell I couldn't even carry on a conversation with you without fighting about something totally stupid.
We both made tons and tons of mistakes and I pay for my mistakes everyday that I wake up without you in my life, by my side. I will always love you and I will never forget you...you are in my heart forever, and always.
-Mary
I tried to tell myself that everything was going to be ok for us in the end. That you would eventually walk back in to my life and miss what we had back then. But I stopped being the stupid, naive 16 year old you used to know, I know that you will never walk back in to my life, that in the end we won't be ok...we simply can't be. I often find myself drifting back thinking of the nights when we stayed up together where I would cry to you and you would promise me that we were going to be alright, that you loved me, and that you would give anything to be able to hold me, I even find myself looking at your pictures and reading old conversations, listening to old voicemails, cherishing the card you gave me, that told me you loved me-till death do us part.
You love her now, she is your world now, she is the reason you wake up every morning and the reason that you breath and that you keep pushing on everyday. She makes you happy, I can see that. And it brings tears to my eyes because I was never able to make you happy, to make you smile...hell I couldn't even carry on a conversation with you without fighting about something totally stupid.
We both made tons and tons of mistakes and I pay for my mistakes everyday that I wake up without you in my life, by my side. I will always love you and I will never forget you...you are in my heart forever, and always.
-Mary