May 14, 2008 12:20
I'm not sure whether this is a good thing or a bad thing.
I guess I'm happy to be home, but I'm really not sure how the summer will go. I'm going to Florida in less than a week, and I am really excited for that, but I am completely broke and will probably starve while I am down there. And when I say broke I mean I have negative amounts of money in my bank account. That is one big reason why I'm not sure how the summer will go. I want to have fun, but it's hard to do stuff when you're broke.
I'm working on getting a job. I have hours at chime time the next three days, but who knows after that? I have an interview with K-Mart Friday morning, although I don't really want to work there, but I will if they hire me. I sent out my resume to about six places last night, so we'll see what happens.
I need to start having fun again. I never feel like myself any more. I hardly smile or laugh when I'm not with Mal. I never used to be like that. I just feel really out of place with most people most of the time.
I think that my cellphone usage is doing a number on me. I constantly have headaches and my ears always hurt, ring, and just pretty much freak out. It sucks.
I don't know what my living situation for next year will be. I'm trying to get into my room from this year, but the girl in it is being a huge bitch about it all. I might get a different room in 518, but I loved my room, despite the water damage and lady bugs. I just wish I could live in it again.
Moving out this year was probably the saddest it has ever been for me. Maybe part of it was that I was about to get my period, but also I moved out first. I'm usually the last person in the suite to leave, but I had to walk away from what was probably the most fun night we had all semester. I wish I went back to the dorm instead of home after this past weekend and I didn't really think I would feel that way.
Things need to change this summer. I need to start eating better. Things just keep getting worse with my weight and I really need to fix it. My sister has a new job and it pays pretty well, so she said to help my mom out she's going to buy groceries. This should be helpful, because I know she wants to eat healthy and we both need to keep an eye on my mom's diet to avoid this whole ulcer problem again.
American Idol has been pretty exciting for me this semester. Yeah, I understand that I am a huge dork, but that's okay. I hope David Cook wins.
I promised Mal I would play Age of Conan at his house this summer. Haha. I'm not sure why I did that, but I have a feeling it won't last very long. I've just heard so much about it the past few weeks, I guess I feel like I need to see how it is or something.
Well, that's pretty much it. My life is uneventful and I really should be getting ready to go to work.