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So my husband is leaving on the 13th to go to school. i have to take him to the airport around 2 a.m. that's going to suck. he's missing valentine's day and my birthday which is on the 17th. im going to be 23!! omg! i remember when i was 16 and my ex best friend and i made a band called 23. lol. we had all our logos drawn out before we even had songs. hahaha... fucken losers! and now of course she isn't my friend cus she decided she'd sleep with my ex behind my back. ahhh... how wonderful. but i told him i didn't want anything but like a card, chocolates and a love letter! he's like "woah, you're pushing it with the love letter" hahaha! jerk bag. since he's not buying me anything that money is going toward a new cell phone for me.
we went shopping yesterday. i actually got a pair of pants! i was soo happy. left thigh in... right thigh in... and omg they effing button! yay! my thighs are made for a size 9 and my stomach is made for a size 13! sad.
nathan has started his cluster feeding schedule. i remember carter doing that and i was freaked out by how much he was eating. andy slept down stairs with him last night and said he probably had 16-18 oz within 8 hours. instead of 2-3 oz he's doing 4 now. i got my boob milk back! i have 15 oz in the fridge right now! im not starving myself anymore.
carter has new words. we finally figured out what he's been saying. he says no, stop and dadda and that's it! hahaha. he has the funniest voice. we mock him all the time and he just laughs! its pretty funny.
i drank this whole weekend. britt came over friday night and we did jagerbombs. and i had 5 beers by myself last night. i pumped and dumped too. it hurt to see all the milk go down the drain. haha but i had to pump cus i was engorged. we finally have our sex life back! of course now that he's leaving. but i wasn't even planning on "doing it" before he left cus my doc told me to wait 8 wks cus of my "situation". screw that! hahahaha. and its pretty darn decent.
we went shopping yesterday. i actually got a pair of pants! i was soo happy. left thigh in... right thigh in... and omg they effing button! yay! my thighs are made for a size 9 and my stomach is made for a size 13! sad.
nathan has started his cluster feeding schedule. i remember carter doing that and i was freaked out by how much he was eating. andy slept down stairs with him last night and said he probably had 16-18 oz within 8 hours. instead of 2-3 oz he's doing 4 now. i got my boob milk back! i have 15 oz in the fridge right now! im not starving myself anymore.
carter has new words. we finally figured out what he's been saying. he says no, stop and dadda and that's it! hahaha. he has the funniest voice. we mock him all the time and he just laughs! its pretty funny.
i drank this whole weekend. britt came over friday night and we did jagerbombs. and i had 5 beers by myself last night. i pumped and dumped too. it hurt to see all the milk go down the drain. haha but i had to pump cus i was engorged. we finally have our sex life back! of course now that he's leaving. but i wasn't even planning on "doing it" before he left cus my doc told me to wait 8 wks cus of my "situation". screw that! hahahaha. and its pretty darn decent.