Life is filled with wonders...
Once again, a late update... Seeing how I'm not exactly a sleeper anymore anyways.
After reading through LJ's I realized something... I'm not as good of a person as I thought I was... There we things I would take back because now I see how they weren't right, even though I may have the best of intentions. No one is perfect however and I'm not going to beat myself up over everything, at least I'll try not to. Life doesn't run smoothly in a straight line. Life is crooked and distorted... It's confusing and often challenging. Sometimes you lose hope in everything around you and with a fight, you gain that hope back. Life is short as it is and sometimes, shorter for others. Some people go through their life wondering what they will do, who they are, and what happened while others find themselves sooner than others. Some people have bad experiences and never recover from them, some experience the same things and grow from it, while others go through life never feeling that sort of pain. Life is imperfect and the people are imperfect.
Sometimes I surprise myself with my actions... Why is it that the later I stay up, the more distance there is? Not from others, but from myself.
Although things are getting to the point that I am feeling overwhelmed, I wont let things get to the point that they were before. I'm not exactly doing the best job though... I'm giving into temptations but this year... They aren't the same.
After reading through LJ's I realized something... I'm not as good of a person as I thought I was... There we things I would take back because now I see how they weren't right, even though I may have the best of intentions. No one is perfect however and I'm not going to beat myself up over everything, at least I'll try not to. Life doesn't run smoothly in a straight line. Life is crooked and distorted... It's confusing and often challenging. Sometimes you lose hope in everything around you and with a fight, you gain that hope back. Life is short as it is and sometimes, shorter for others. Some people go through their life wondering what they will do, who they are, and what happened while others find themselves sooner than others. Some people have bad experiences and never recover from them, some experience the same things and grow from it, while others go through life never feeling that sort of pain. Life is imperfect and the people are imperfect.
Sometimes I surprise myself with my actions... Why is it that the later I stay up, the more distance there is? Not from others, but from myself.
Although things are getting to the point that I am feeling overwhelmed, I wont let things get to the point that they were before. I'm not exactly doing the best job though... I'm giving into temptations but this year... They aren't the same.