It's Friday and i am still thinking about him
Wow, the week is over and i didnt do anything i said that i was going to do. I thought that i would be seeeing AV tonight but guess what i was wrong again, i should just give up because it is not worth all the crying that i am doing over him. So tonight is going to be a girl night i am going to have Angela and Susie over and maybe we can solve some of our problems. I like chillen with them they really can help me through everything. School was good today i did absolutly nothing so it went by really fast. I got to talk to Alisha again which was good because i havent talked to her in a long time and i miss chillen with her too. My mom is going out of town on tuesday so i am going to be her with my dad...which is going to be a total blast because i love hanging out with him. I have to work tomarrow but then my one and only CLARE is coming over i havent seen her since the summer and i miss her like crazy. She is going to stay her and maybe we can go out somewhere. She wants to see Josh so maybe that will happen. I have also realized that there are people out there that are throwing their lives away that are really good people. Well things should get better tonight oncve my girls get here and i stop thinking about the only boy that i have loved...2 years and now it is like i have never talked to him before i just wished he would ever call me....
Post and let me know something to do please.....
Post and let me know something to do please.....