The days are going by
I havent written in here for a while and i havent been acting like myself, for instance : Kristen i was just reading ur live journal and noticed that i was spending every day with u and u and i were really good friends and it seems that things are really dieing out and i dont want them to i like being friends with u and i hope that we can spend more time together because i miss it. I have jsut been going to school and then coming home and going to sleep or working on all the god damn homework that i am going. I have lost two people in my life that i have really loved at a point in time. This boy Dan left me and told me that he didnt want to talk to me nemore and that i shouldnt call hime nemore and that he doesnt want to drive an hour to come and see me. It made me realize that i should really pay attention to who i talk to because they seem to all stab me in the back. Then the subject of AV comes along he stopped calling me and i havent heard from him in a long time that is just telling me that he doesnt care and that it does not matter that we are not talking although we went out for 2 years and he can just throw it away like that honestly i dont know how guys just leave us so easily.There is so much drama at my work that i dont even want to work there some times, i jsut feel like my life is worthless sometimes and i dont know the real reason that i am here...will someone tell me what i should do becuase i need some serious edvice...kristen i am sry about everything