to me
hey, quit whining.
stop sitting in one place, refusing to move or to be moved.
get up and go. you know where you want to be.
there is hope. things arent over for you yet. you have so much more to live for, so do it.
you want to do that. you want to do this. so do it. shut up. sit down. do it. it's that simple, so don't clench your fists any longer.
you need friends. dont pretend that you can get through three years without one. the first step is hello. the second step is staying.