Jul 28, 2006 00:31
Hear that lonesome winter bird
He sounds too blue to fly
The midnight train is whining low
I'm so lonesome I could cry
Did you ever see a robin weep
When leaves began to die
That means he's lost the will to live
I'm so lonesome I could cry
The silence of a falling star
Lights up a purple sky
And as I wonder where you are
I'm so lonesome I could cry
I'm so lonesome I could cry
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ever have a sick feeling that dosn't seem to go away, or just want to be held and told that everything will be alright? even when all of your friends that you know care and love you are around, you just can't help but to feel alone? to know, that your biggest fear, is being alone, and knowing that all of your friends are leaving, once more. I think it would be a completly different story, if I was leaving with them. and I know, that there are still many people here, some that I care so incredibly much about will still be around with me. its just the thought, of not seeing everyone every day. no more visiting berta at work, or calling up amy, tom and steve and jumping in piles of grass, or going to culvers with les and meals, or late night coffee with berta. and what scares me most, is even though we'll all keep in touch still, it's not going to be the same. things change. it's inevitable.. "the only thing that stays the same is, everything changes"
I know it'll be alright. damn it it has to be alright. yet everyonce in awhile, it seems like every dog has his day. but sometimes, it's more than one day. and i'm always expected to be ok. thats my personality. or is it? what if i'm something different than how everyone knows me? i don't think so, because it feels so comfortable. but i could just be use to it. i could be use to acting how people expect me to be, and i'm content with it. but really, what if i am something... different?