well today is another day of broken hearted!!!! i hate him so much. his giving me buttshit excuses!!! im not eating today!! i cant eat on a brokenheart!!why are the good girls the ones to get played like a fucking game!!!i'll finish typin later i need to lay down and think... listen to my brokenhearted CD!!

well lets see... well i havent updated in a while!!!! i feel so fat still and i still am!!! i need to lose weight fast!!!im goin to start fasting tomorrow!!!! well my life is over man!! i just lost the only guy that ever loved me... well i thought loved me!!! my heart is so broken!!!! like i wanna scream so loud cuz it hurt so bad!!! his such a ( Read more... )

okay so i have to go on a strict diet starting tomorrow because im in a weddingin a month and i cant have my fat ass walking down someones isle looking likea cow!!!! so im goin on a quick fast,then im goin to eat light and workout like crazy!!! when i go home thurday for the summer, im joing 24 hours fitness and aerobic classes!! hell yeah. i need ( Read more... )

well its been a couple of days and im stiil not where i wanna be on my weight shoot im too embarss to even tell anyone my weight!! its so hard to fast but im goin to fast tomorrow again i fell off but now i know i need to be trying to loose weight becasue of the summer so i wiil try my hardest wish me luck everyone!!

well today was a good day so far i have not eating anything but water!! i just hope i have the will power to not eat tomorrow but i should be cool!!!Hey does anyone know how to stop the cravings???i'll try anything as long as it works!!but man today my roomate was like do u wanna go eat lunch and i was like nah im good, then she asked me to go with ( Read more... )

well im new to this so here i go!!!today is a slow day already and i just got up!! aww im ready to go home already. im a college student and i live 3 hours from home!!! which is good dont get me wrong or nothing!! My family is awlays on my back about losing weight!! and it sucks cuz there ALL skinny!! everyone in my family. i feel lik the ugly one ( Read more... )